Wish

I wish not to speak my mind

I wish not to feel the hurt

I wish not to be in the mortal raiment

and i wish not to feel bound.

Questions i wish not to answer

Answers i wish not to get

I wish not to choose my direction

Directions i wish not to get.

I wish not to be lost

I wish not to be found

I wish not to be alone

I wish not to have people around.

I wish not but anything

I wish not but everything

I wish not this confusion

I wish not a solution.

I wish not a wish

But a wish i just wished.